TOMORROW IS THE BIG DAY....

Yep, I get to have my surgery tomorrow. I'm so psyched and can't wait till it's over. You probably won't hear from me this weekend (what else is new). I really have been bad at posting lately. I have just been busy with life.

Since I'm not going to be here, please look in my sidebar and visit some of the people I read almost daily. Give them my love and tell them that I sent you.

Oh and while you're at it I added a couple more pics to my Flickr account...

HAPPY MONDAY!!!

Well, my hubby took Babygirl in to see the eye doctor this morning. Yep, she needs glasses. She is not too happy about this. I mean she is just hitting puberty which just stinks in and of itself. She is discovering boys and hoping they discover her. This is throwing a wrench in her works, LOL!!! She is so pretty that I can't imagine they will look anything but beautiful on her. Listen to me, do I sound like a mom or what! I will add pics when I get a minute.

I have been feeling ok. They put me on some sort of BP meds and now I have insomnia, YAY! I don't know which is worse, LOL! At least everything is funny to me all the time now.... I have another Dr. appt tomorrow for (MY eyes this time). So you may see me in specs too... Hope you all have a happy Monday and thank you all again for the awesome Karma and good thoughts you are sending my way.

DIDJA MISS ME???

I knew it!

Well, I went to the cardiologist yesterday afternoon. Looks O.K. so far, they have to do an echo cardiogram on the 20th of next month *sigh* more waiting.... I am confident that everything will be fine, I AM Big Mama of course. They can't schedule my surgery for my other issues until they can be sure that my heart is gonna be good. SO needless to say I have some more waiting for everything else.

I know that men do read my blog and I LOVE my men!!!

SO, I have to warn you that I am going to do a little "girlspeak".

As you all know I don't talk girl very often, but I feel that you all need to know a little bit more about the what I like to call,"south of the border issues"...

I have had a non-stop period for over two years (gross!).....(visual!)

Thanks alot!!!! Sorry....

This is what I am trying to get taken care of.

Unfortunately I have also had high blood pressure for about 11 years and not one Dr. has taken it seriously until now. Now that I am showing signs of heart disease. Now that I am needing to go under.... YAY! Thanks..... That's why they call it practicing medicine I guess. My dad has always had high blood pressure and all the docs knew, I kept telling them, but no one listened. No dumbass I don't eat salt and yes I do drink lots of water, it's still high, it STAYS high, so what are we going to do about it brainiac? FINALLY!!! Someone listened to me and I can finally get it taken care of. But now that they think there may be a problem, all the other not so necessary things can wait. Yeah, let me recount that for you, my iron is low, wonder why? Oh yeah I am bleeding to death, that's right! You would think with the volume of blood loss (eeeewwwww), I would have really low pressure. I guess not.

So my friends, that's it in a nutshell. Eventually I WILL be fine, right now it's just a great big waiting game. At least I have WAY more answers today than I have had for years. See, I told you I'm fine, it just unnerved me....

HEY ALL....

Please keep that good Karma and prayers an/or positive energy flowing my way. I went to the Dr. again yesterday only to be told that I have to see the cardiologist on the 28th and they will be scheduling surgery for "other issues" after that. I am positive that I am perfectly fine and they all are making a mountain out of a mole hill. I got a little worried when "L"<-my Dr. said (with an oddly furrowed brow),"I have never in all my years seen anything like this..." Gee what a way to make a chick feel good! I think it must be a conspiracy, I have ALWAYS been healthy. Perfect blood work, perfect PAPs, perfect weight range. I haven't gained a pound in almost 12 years. I mean I eat right I exercise (now) and I feel pretty good.

I think since I'm turning 40 in June they are just trying to freak me out. Kinda like a great big PUNKED! Let's punk Big Mama...

I know in my heart that everything is going to be O.K. I really do.

Just so you all know, you do rule and I really do appreciate you more than you will ever know. I will be back to my oddly wonderful self soon, I promise.

LOOONNNGGGG ASSSSS WEEEEEK.....

Hey, I am sorry for not posting sooner, but I have a LOT on my plate right now. I will find out more tomorrow. I don't want to say much except I really need some good Karma and prayers right now. I will have a few answers tomorrow but the big stuff will have to wait for a couple more weeks.

No, I'm not pregnant either!

Take care everyone and I promise I will let you all in on it when I am certain of what "it" is.