Monday, July 06, 2009


I have decided after all these years that it's about time to close the doors.
I am going through a LOT with Babygirl right now. More than I think I can handle. I need to focus on my family and try to heal the wounds. Don't worry, we are all still alive and kicking. But my house isn't a fun place to be right now. I am so close to giving up I can't even tell you. I am sad, angry and hurt by events that have taken place recently. A lot of things have come to the surface that prove that my mothering skills lack something but I have yet to figure out what. I want to thank all of you for your kind words of encouragement. I really REALLY need them right now. I may be back, but I doubt any time soon. It's been a good run and I have met some really awesome people. I may still blurk, that's yet to be seen.
Goodbye my friends...

Friday, July 03, 2009


O.K. my children have gone insane. No wait they are both teens and if they are lucky they will live to see their 20s! My dear sweet son loves his Xbox live. We bought him a 3 month subscription. Was that enough? NO! Hubby pulled up his statement and saw there was 4 unauthorized Xbox live charges. $6 here and & $12 there. "Do you realize that you are stealing money? OUR MONEY!?" "Um, no."
Hubby went to check on the kids like he always does before he goes to bed and Babygirl was no where to be found and her window was wide open!!! AFTER MIDNIGHT!
She was out with her skank-ho girlfriend that she has been forbade to see. I don't know what to do anymore. I have always thought I was a good mother now I am questioning all that. Where did I go wrong and what have I done to deserve this?

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